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Estas son mis ilustraciones que hago como un hobby y a partir de ahora, no son parte de un portafolio legítimo.

Sin embargo, pueden criticar el contenido para yo poder mejorar. :meow:

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A combination of many things is worsening my intermittent anxiety problems. Like it suddenly started to rain and that freaked me out. I can't imagine feeling like this tomorrow on the 4th of July, with the fireworks going off in the evening when I'm trying to sleep.

I don't like to complain since I view it as disgraceful, but I have no choice and I find it pathetic at best. Only lazy whinny annoying people complain, in my experience. However, I can't do what I know is the correct thing and leave entirely. Problems seem to be growing exponentially worse somehow. This madness is intolerable. I feel I can't do anything to relax, because it will take up time and I don't have much of that. Plus, my mind is so tired of everything that it will use any excuse to wander. Sometimes I delay my own meals because of this. 

It's difficult for me to continue, too many possible distractions, no motivations and my own discipline can only handle so much. My stress comes from my own frustration at being at the mercy of others. I can't tell off the people who are causing me trouble, but then I want to. I want to do so very badly. I don't care if I get in trouble. This needs to be said.

A classmate said she was going to try to do this and go tell the program director. I believe these problems are past that. It's better to contact the person above the program director. I think she may be involved with this somehow. I mean, an instructor screwed over my friend recently and the program director decided to expel her. It's sad because this friend wanted to be in school more than me. I've been wanting to leave since February; when I started to see things were not right. My family is guilting me into staying, then they're disgusting-enough to tell me I have a choice? I'm not stupid. I know that if I withdraw, which would pretty much solve most of my current problems, they will bully me at home. 

At one point, I was telling my mom that I don't have any help at school because all my contacts go ask me when they're in trouble. Everyone I know is useless. Then I had to do a screwy test that doesn't let me finish until you get all the right answers but then all answer combinations are illogical and somehow incorrect. My mom said that was messed up and horrible to endure. Then I asked her why she insisted on making me stay there, but she then tried to change the subject. They're so in denial over my situation it's frustrating. I guess I have no choice but to flunk out on purpose. To get to my breaking point, I need to learn how to better bottle up my stress. At least if I stop complaining like a little bitch, I won't feel awful about doing that.
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  • Listening to: Evanesence - My Last Breath
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LaEmperatrizMariana
¡Macaria Fea!
Artist | Hobbyist | Varied
United States
Yo empecé a dibujar cuando recogí un lapiz por primera vez hace mucho tiempo. Pero de no tener suficiente recursos, sólo dibujaba con papel y lapiz. Aveces coloreaba las cosas, pero era muy raro.

Ahora, que puedo experimentar con otras materias le entro con toda gana. :nana:

Formerly:
Deviant: Self-Proclaimed Genius [I still am!] :shakefist:
:bulletblack: I am here to show my art to the world.
:bulletblack: I am here to appreciate art.
:bulletblack: I am here to fave without commenting.

Información Variada:

:bulletblack: Creo en Dios - Padre Todopoderoso. :)
:bulletblack: Mi tía me llama Macaria.
:bulletblack: Mi avi es Rodi chan.
:bulletblack: BugsBunnyFanNo1 es mi Troll Brother de dA.
:bulletblack: Me gusta el verde de cualquier clase.
:bulletblack: Yo hago el Llama-4-llama. :stare:
:bulletblack: Intenté escribir un cómic de un hombre vestido de ropa.
:bulletblack: Estoy escribiendo una historia sobre una chica que es amiga de extraterrestres.
:bulletblack: Vivo en Texas.
:bulletblack: If you truly wish to thank me for :+fav:ing, at least let me know on which piece, because somedays I favorite anything that catches my eye.

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LuizHybiak Featured By Owner Jun 4, 2015  Hobbyist Photographer
Thank you for the Fav +fav
"Paroquia Sao Carlos Borromeu"
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nosugarjustanger Featured By Owner Jun 3, 2015
boo!
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saxeh Featured By Owner Apr 22, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Happy sweet lovely BD :party::cake:
How it was ?
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Tribble-Industries Featured By Owner Apr 20, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Happy Birthday, sorry about the clone trooper birthday cake the fangirls hijacked it.
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Celso33 Featured By Owner Apr 20, 2015  Student General Artist
Hiii

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! :D

:sing: :clap: :clap: :party: :cake: :dance: :hug: :blowkiss:
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