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Estas son mis ilustraciones que hago como un hobby y a partir de ahora, no son parte de un portafolio legítimo.

Sin embargo, pueden criticar el contenido para yo poder mejorar. :meow:

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Okay, so that movie Snakes on a Plane, came on TV (albeit dubbed to Spanish) and I hate this movie as much as I hate The Master of Disguise. The reason I hate them is because they had an awesome concept but were poorly, poorly executed. I felt so sorry for Mr. Jackson the entire movie, he was the most reasonable character alongside that dog. Basically, this movie explains [to me] that banning pocket knives and razor blades was an awful idea. Seriously, the stupid movies I hate the most are the ones that have potential, but it gets wasted and becomes -10/10 garbage. 

I'm getting nothing done. I know what my problems are but like I always ask myself, "Is it worth it?" I don't even know anymore. All the answers telling me "Yes" all sound like the same regurgitated thing over and over again. It's been so long since I've heard a really convincing argument telling me why I shouldn't give up. I think there never was one, maybe before I was just easily impressed. If it were up to me, I'll settle for less but no; everyone around me is pressuring me to live up to their unrealistic expectations. Do they not know who I am? Figuratively-speaking, I am the type of person who'd burn myself just to see the ones tormenting me go up in flames. Whatever it takes for them to hurt more than me, by which I mean shattering their hopes and dreams. What I want doesn't matter, it never did. That's why I have no long-term goals and only live for the moment.

The holidays themselves aren't what's upsetting me, it's all the other stuff going on. If it wasn't for the holidays, I'd probably be even more upset. People who hate the holidays are way too secular and worry too much about how others see them. Since I'm neither, it's not a problem. All I want for Christmas is money. We all have too much debt that we are worried about.

I've been drawing too much, but most of it's half-assed garbage that I wouldn't even submit to scraps. However, I'm unwell and drawing has become a default therapeutic activity. But then, who cares? At least I'm drawing something and that's what matters. I need to colour too, but that's boring all I do is select, delete and erase. I want to do more traditional art, but then I hate smudging and getting my hands dirty. I took like 3 days to draw three panels of a crappy comic digitally and took like less than 45 minutes to draw a three panel comic with pencil on paper. The only thing great about digital art is that I don't have to be washing my hands often.

Don't worry, there is good news. But like, that's not part of this journal and therefore I'm not going to go into detail about that. Just know that not everything is as darkly vague as I made it out to be. :]
  • Mood: Defeated
  • Listening to: Soft ambient noises
  • Reading: dA messages, emails and Tumblr posts
  • Watching: Snakes on a Plane
  • Playing: Neverwinter
  • Eating: Holiday Cookies
  • Drinking: Agua

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LaEmperatrizMariana
¡Macaria Fea!
Artist | Hobbyist | Varied
United States
Yo empecé a dibujar cuando recogí un lapiz por primera vez hace mucho tiempo. Pero de no tener suficiente recursos, sólo dibujaba con papel y lapiz. Aveces coloreaba las cosas, pero era muy raro.

Ahora, que puedo experimentar con otras materias le entro con toda gana. :nana:

Formerly:
Deviant: Self-Proclaimed Genius [I still am!] :shakefist:
:bulletblack: I am here to show my art to the world.
:bulletblack: I am here to appreciate art.
:bulletblack: I am here to fave without commenting.

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:bulletblack: Creo en Dios - Padre Todopoderoso. :)
:bulletblack: Mi tía me llama Macaria.
:bulletblack: Mi avi es el Jefe de Justicia Tyrest de MTMTE.
:bulletblack: BugsBunnyFanNo1 es mi Troll Brother de dA.
:bulletblack: Me gusta el verde de cualquier clase.
:bulletblack: Yo hago el Llama-4-llama. :stare:
:bulletblack: Intenté escribir un cómic de un hombre vestido de ropa.
:bulletblack: Estoy escribiendo una historia sobre una chica que es amiga de extraterrestres.
:bulletblack: Vivo en Texas.
:bulletblack: If you truly wish to thank me for :+fav:ing, at least let me know on which piece, because somedays I favorite anything that catches my eye.
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Shawnlabomb Featured By Owner Dec 11, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
How do I fav Soundwave? It's fricken Hilarious!
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Tammysoul Featured By Owner Nov 30, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you for the Fav :)
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MoonlightShowers Featured By Owner Oct 24, 2014
Heeey I'm deactiving Deviantart I hardly ever use it so I'm not coming back but you have my email so please email me sometime! I miss talking to you! Please talk to me sometime, drop me an email!

Your friend, Vap!
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NebetSeta Featured By Owner Sep 26, 2014  Student General Artist
Your art looks pretty good. :hug: Just keep up the learning and drawing. :) You'll get to your goals. :thumbsup:
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KingQuints Featured By Owner Sep 20, 2014   Traditional Artist
Thanks for the fave on my drawing "The Lonesome King" :D
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