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Okay, I just feel like writing up a combination of things. First, I was playing Skyrim again and tried to make a Spriggan character with a cheat but the POV was screwed up and this made me sad. Same with a draugr. 
Secondly, I keep getting distracted. I'm supposed to be finishing up this draw, but my problem with it is the colours, since this guy and his fake-ass everything is like randomly coloured.I don't care if you see no incision marks, he is fake. I did other mini-drawings and even skipped him over a bit with my queue. I'm like 100% sure this is either going to be one of those drawings I worked very hard on and gets ignored or it will get a lot of attention because of the subject matter. IDK anymore. These kinds of things further push me towards wanting to make things that are not safe. It's tempting since no one will suspect a thing.
No, this is not the reason I wrote the journal. I finally watched Brave Police J-Decker. I swear. Now I have nothing to say to any of you people because you people won't understand. Or if you sort of do, well...I guess that's it. So I'm slightly overwhelmed in a drawing and I have no one to talk to, so I'll go away now.
Secondly, I keep getting distracted. I'm supposed to be finishing up this draw, but my problem with it is the colours, since this guy and his fake-ass everything is like randomly coloured.
No, this is not the reason I wrote the journal. I finally watched Brave Police J-Decker. I swear. Now I have nothing to say to any of you people because you people won't understand. Or if you sort of do, well...I guess that's it. So I'm slightly overwhelmed in a drawing and I have no one to talk to, so I'll go away now.
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This site is just too confusing for me to use, especially on mobile. Which is sad because all the other art sites I've seen can't even compare to this. (Terrible organization or just have an awful userbase.) Besides not having much material, that's really why it's so hard to come back, even though I really want to. Anyway, some time in early September, I started working on a more "proper" drawing where I have put way too much thought and care into whatever it is I'm trying to do. I'm still working on it and I'm amazed that I managed to keep up the motivation for it. But that's because it's a mix of so many things that I've been wanting to do for years and was either too scared or too paranoid. But since I think the activity in this site (at least in my sphere) has died down, I feel safe to do as I wish. However, I do have one obstacle that I wish to overcome. The obstacle in question is the algorithm this site now seems to have. My previous upload, back in July 2021, somehow got 1k
Eclipse is hideous.
I logged in to one of my side accounts here and it had Eclipse on it. I hate this late 2010s gallery trend of huge thumbnails and no real proper gallery folders. Main reason I despise Instagram. This is worse than when Tumblr tried to make everything dark mode, which they called "high contrast" but was a hideous eyesore. This one isn't Eclipsed yet, but then I've never logged out.
I still pop in once in a while to check even though I can't make proper drawings anymore because work is draining. But hey, I'm getting paid so it's a trade-off. Not sure if I mentioned it before, but I'm more active on AO3 but I'm not sure what I write is to anyon
Birthday
I've been so busy today. (My birthday lunch at the park was great!) I did manage to draw something that's actually worthwhile to dump in the Scrapbook. There was an old drawing that I need to finish coloring but I can't seem to find it. It was a fan art drawing and it looked really cute. >_< I made the mistake of giving the file a random name, and that's why it's now lost somewhere on my computer.
A Decade
This was my first site to ever upload my art. So yes, it's been 10 years since I've been uploading although doing it regularly has been a different story. While I do draw just as often as I did before, its quality is bad and I don't want to put mediocre doodles on here. If anything looks mediocre, it's because I did it a long time ago and I've since improved. (Which is like on a constant basis.)
In the meantime, I've been writing more but I post my work on AO3 because it's lengthy and convoluted. I also go by LaEmperatrizMariana on there. While I have been active there since December of 2015, I don't think any of my stories are relevant to y
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